Monday, August 29, 2005

Beijing, China.....

No, I am not in Beijing yet. But what is planned is that I will be leaving for Beijing this coming September 8. I will be staying there for a term; it will be around January 27, 2006 before I come back.

Nothing much to say really. There will always be a part of me that doesn't want to because I will be missing people, pets, and other stuff that I have constantly found endearing to me, but then I am somewhat happy to get away because I will be a little free there, somewhat independent (well, since i am not really paying for anything but my parents will.), and in a way, i just want to get away from home. I sometimes feel that I am constantly under the wrathful observation of my parents and that i haven't lived my life. I am always afraid, always self-conscious. Probably the problem is just with myself. Guess it will be time to reflect more, to grow or to not grow, to be alone... Most of the time, I enjoy being alone, but there are times that I just want to be with someone. Which brings into mind: will i find my special someone there? *sigh*

Anyway, I will be bringing my laptop with me and buying internet cards there, so I might be just updating this blog once in a while. I will be bringing my digicam as well... Cellphone, yup, I will be bringing it, but i will buy a SIM card. Don't worry. All my contacts are saved in Phone memory....

What else.... I guess this is my only update....

Nothing else has changed much. I am still jobless and working under my parents. Jobless because i just don't like programming.... I just hope that i can use what i learned in china, Mandarin that is, and find a job that i really like and love. :)

take care!!!!

1 comment:

anony-mouse said...

hi grace! how are you?